i have always been exceptional at building walls. i survive by compartmentalizing my life. this isn't necessarily a good thing, but it is the only way i know how. when my life seems to get out of control i build walls and barriers so that i don't have to deal with everything all at once. i constantly struggle to demolish those walls, even as i build them up. these last few weeks i have been quite the busy bee. instead of spending time dealing with all the stress i avoided most of it but now i'm back, i hope. i promise to try harder not just for all you readers but for me.
i stress out so easily and between wedding planning, work, blogging, life, love and family - i feel quite overwhelmed. mostly thinking about my wedding, the one most happiest and important day of my life and how i feel so behind with the planning. how will i ever be able to make it another six months? i have so much to do and i feel like i don't have enough hours in the day to do it all. i am making myself a promise that i will believe in myself just a little more each day and eventually i know i will be able to handle it. i will plan the wedding of my dreams, i will kick butt at work, i will blog, i will love and most importantly i will live each and every day to the fullest!
have you made yourself any promises lately?